JOURNAL | Heavy

Heavy

C'mon, it's starting again. 7:15pm Just like last sem, things are beginning to be so tough. I feel like I couldn't handle them anymore, but I've always been this way. Always loving the pain, the suffering for the absence of it makes the situation all the more weird. Like I'm not existing. There was once a day that everything seemed so placid, then I started to panic because there was something wrong. My life can never be peaceful, if it was then it's not my life anymore. I just pray to God that He sends me more strength and get through all these. It's a little bit heavy on my back so I'm really trying to be strong.