JOURNAL | Why suffer?

Why suffer?

The weather has been so scorchingly hot today making me completely devoid of any desire to finish my reports for the next day. And so there I was lying in bed, sweating like an open faucet. Even my ears were like buckets from catching all the drip. I just so hate it. I want to move out. Find a better house. I will do it very soon.

Went to Church early this evening. And perhaps I was very sleepy that I found it difficult to understand what the priest was saying. I just kept on singing.

Now am back in my room, trying so hard to get over with my responsibilities and start living a life. I hate this kind of life. I want to live the life I've dreamed in Korea. Come to think of it. Why have I to suffer when I won't be needing and certainly using this stupid academic life. I am already smart and God bless my soul I don't have to suffer. I just know that I am better off without academic burden.