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Internet: what a mess

It has been a week since I started using my internet connection. I was fool enough to think that my life would be so much better and easier now that I have a am connected to the world wide web. But look at me now, I am so miserable. I couldn't do the things I am supposed to do in my life. My academics and job are now affected by my addiction to surf internet sites which do not in any way make any significant contribution to me as a person. In short, I am just surfing stupid sites.

Well there is really no one to blame but me, myself and I. Like now. I am supposed to find a new house but because I keep on using this stupid internet, I just couldn't go out. I feel so miserable now. I hate it. I hate myself. My room is so messy but I couldn't find the time to fix it.

All right, from now on I'll be more conscious of my time. I have a dream and I need to focus. It's not too late for me to change yet. I'll redeem myself. I will have good grades, make lots of money and use the internet for business purposes only. No porns.