JOURNAL | Frustrated at 6:20

Frustrated at 6:20

I woke up today with a very confused mind. I thought I just got passed my appointment with my student. The reason being is that the sun is so high already at 5:30am. I'm sitting now beside my floor's window and the blinding light of the sun just gives my eyes unnecessary discomfort as if all the stressful factors I have to contend with aren't enough.

But I feel guilty because there's still so many things which I failed to do. Like last night I wasn't able to read my English article, dammit!!!! Am I losing focus? Whenever I say that I'd give it my best shot, I always fall short of this promise. I hope I could do something more. If only that's possible.